It's one goddamn long post.
Please leave if you are not a patient reader.
I know I probably should be studying right now, but you know... Scumbag brain. Giving inspiration to write a post a day before exam. Darn!
I want to share with you guys a few awesome people I met this year. I might continue the rest of the post in Bahasa.
Before that, just a tad bit spoiler, I won't put any photos of these awesome people. They are all, apparently, TAKEN. Yes, they have girlfriends.
Oh, and another tip, in case you want to judge me later on, I am a socially awkward penguin. <(") At least, I was. I don't have many guy friends, but when I do, I keep in touch with them. I do not know how to socialize nor do I know how to interact with guys. But here we go
AWAS!
Kata ganti diri yang digunakan dalam post ini mungkin bertukar daripada 'saya' ke 'I' ke 'aku' ke 'wa' dan sebagainya. Harap anda bersedia membaca.
Afiq Ammar
Are you kidding me? Haha, I've written about him countless times, so there's no need eh?
Adib Hakimi
He is Afiq's best friend and from what I can see and based on what Afiq always tells me about him, he's a really nice guy and a very good friend indeed. Bulu mata dia cantik, serious, wa tak tipu. Saya pun tak perasan pada awalnya, tapi selepas Athirah bagitahu, baru saya pandang lama-lama bulu mata dia masa kami berjumpa. Kami mula berjumpa sama semasa saya pertama kali jumpa Afiq. Ya, dia duduk sebelah Afiq je. Mula-mula, saya ingat dia Cina. Sebab mata dia sepet, and serious muka dia macam Cina. Memang curious gila bila dengar dia cakap Melayu fluent gila. Hihi, tapi selepas Afiq perkenalkan, barulah tahu dia ni muka je Cina,haha tapi Melayu. His best feature are his eyelashes. His best attitude is his friendliness. Dia berani buat eye contact. Masa kami berbual atau masa dia bertanya soalan, dia akan pandang betul-betul dekat mata saya, and macam biasalah, saya rasa kekok gila. First time lah katekan. Saya kan socially awkward penguin. Ihik! *ketawa gedik* Dan dia seorang yang gentlemen. Masa saya, Afiq dan Adib berjumpa, saya berjalan beriringan dengan Adib, while Afiq syok sendiri jalan sorang-sorang kat depan. Adiblah yang bukakan pintu apabila masuk kedai. Baik kan, dia? Lagipun best jalan sebelah Adib sebab dia bukannya tinggi sangat macam Afiq, jadi takdelah rasa terbantut sangat. Ihik! *ketawa gedik lagi*
Jafni Shafix Khan
No, 'Shafix' is not a typo. Memang itu ejaan dia. Sebelum anda cari dia di Facebook, saya nak beri amaran yang dia telah berpunya, dan orang itu adalah kawan karib saya, jadi jangan menggatal tolong.
Sejujurnya, I have never met, known of, or seen a picture of Jafni. The first time I heard of his name was when the form fours were sitting in the hall in my school for some ceramah. I was sitting with Sofia, Qyra, and Athirah. Athirah conteng nama Jafni dekat kain dia. Ya, kain sekolah sebab tak cukup kertas gamaknya, jadi saya memang tak pernah dengar pun Thirah cerita pasal nama laki yang dia conteng tu. So I asked, "Boyfriend kau ke?" Dia just senyum. Well, I've never asked about him again. Mungkin because I'm a bad friend, haha, I'm not interested in going any further into her social life. Tapi dah takdir lah katakan, kuasa Tuhan, kita tak duga en? Tanpa Athirah perlu perkenalkan atau pertemukan, Allah dah pertemukan aku dulu dengan mamat ni. Pergh, memang takkan aku lupakan perjumpaan ni. *tangisan terharu jap*
Semasa aku sedang tunggu Afiq yang datang 1 jam selepas aku tiba di KFC, aku memang tengah forever alone dekat situ buat kerja Sejarah aku. Yo yo oh je, tak masuk otak pun apa yang aku baca. Dah budak-budak lain duk memekak en. Aku memang dah bayangkan aku akan isi 1 jam aku menunggu tu dengan membuat homework. Tapi muncul pula agenda lain. Sedang sibuk aku mencari jawapan dalam buku teks Sejarah tingkatan empat, tiba-tiba aku terdengar sapaan seseorang,
"Eh, Qaisara!"
*awkward*
Aku terdiam seketika. Jaw drops. Mata aku tidak berkelip walau sesaat sampai kering eyeball aku. Dalam hati aku berkata,
"Sape pulak mamat hensem yang tegur aku ni?"
"Qaisara Kobis, kan?" Aku tenung raut wajahnya yang tampan tu (haha, habislah Thirah marah aku cite pasal pakwe dia, lolz), lalu menjawab "Ya, saya?" dengan ayunya.
Aku cuba ingat semula semua lelaki yang pernah aku add di Facebook. Hm, tak pernah sekacak ini. Kemudian aku ingat semula semua lelaki yang pernah aku tegur di Facebook. Hm, takde pula yang ingat nama aku.
Kemudian dengan senyumannya yang tak lekang di bibir, dia berkata, "Ni Jafni! Jafni, Jafni, alah takkan tak kenal kot. Alah, pakwe thirah."
Dia menyebut nama Athirah. Sepantas kilat memori tentang nama Jafni yang diconteng di kain Athirah pass by otak aku. Oh, snap! Hensem gila pakwe Thirah!
"Oh! Jafni...*awkward smile* Kau ke Jafni? haha. Serious?"
"Ye lah aku lah Jafni."
"Ye lahh tu. haha *awkward laugh* ha..ha....
*poker face* Serious?"
"Um, takde lah , bukan aku." Ala ala merajuk pula mamat ni.
"Eh eh, jangan lah. haha, aku cuma tak pernah tengok muka kau. Pernah dengar nama je. Macam mana kau kenal aku?"
"Athirah pernah cite pasal kau," ahakz, terharu pula aku Athirah mengisahkan tentang aku padanya.
Dan perbualan kami berterusan sehinggalah Afiq tiba. Siapa sangka, hari yang aku jangkakan bosan bertukar menjadi ceria? Ya lah, entah turun dari langit mana tah, tiba tiba mamat hensem tegur aku yang tak berapa nak cantik ni kan, siapa tak bangga? Wa memang terharu gila lah.
Hotsetap kenal aku seyh, memang...tsk..tsk...give me a moment. tsk... T_T Terharunya. Rasa macam Ryan Reynold yang tegur aku. -.-"
Ya, kami mula berkenalan di situ. Kemudian aku add dia di Facebook dan Jafni sangatlah friendly dan rajin tegur aku. Dia panggil aku Kobis. -_-" Kami suka berkongsi lagu Hindustan, dan dia seorang pendengar yang setia. Terharu siot -_-" Tak selalu orang nak dengar cerita aku ni. Dan dia juga banyak bercakap. Kadang-kadang aku rasa takut nak cakap sebab aku takut aku terpotong percakapan dia. Sebab muka dia selalu nampak macam ada benda yang nak dikatakan.
Suraj Kumar
He is one of Afiq's close friends. I have mentioned his name before in one of my previous posts. Suraj ni sangat friendly, actually, came to think of it, semua laki friendly doh. Cuma aku je yang tak pernah nak socialize dengan lelaki sangat.
Almaklumlah, dari kecik sekolah perempuan. *Awkward* First met suraj during Batu Unjur's IU day. Tak borak pun dengan dia, dia tolong ambilkan gambar. Hihihi, ya, gambar saya dengan Afiq tu, Suraj lah yang ambilkan. Dia pegang camera saya terbalik. Nak ketawa, tapi takde masa, time tu dah nak balik. hihi. Thanks, Suraj!
Suraj didn't have a good first impression of me. You know how
first impression always counts? Yeah, I suck at that. When people first look at me, they'd say,
"She's one annoying bitch, gedik, sombong, or ... there's more." People told me, that is. I won't call myself all those things, because I'm not what they think I am. Anyways, get back to the story.... Yeah, Suraj
didn't like me. I don't know why. Maybe because the fact that I don't look good, in this case, fat, haha, but hey,
I'm not fat, I'm just easy to see. ;)
During the choral speaking competition, Afiq told me that Suraj teased him by saying things about me, haha, I'm not mad at him for doing that. They're boys. Childish boys. Afiq kejar dia, haha, padan muka! >< Then, after quite some time I decided to say hi to him on Facebook. Turns out, he's a really nice dude, just like Afiq said. I apologized to him if I didn't give a good first impression and that he didn't like me at first. His response was:
See? I told you he's a sweet guy.And he calls me "cantik". Ihik! *ketawa gedik* Never have I heard anyone else call me cantik tau, besides Afiq. He thinks I'm cantik for some reason. Aww, he's such a sweet guy.But he's taken though. Sorry, girls.
Brandon Loh
LOLOLOLOLOH! Haha, I like to do that. He is Yee Kit's 'date' or now official
'boyfriend'. LOL! I find it funny how their relationship is so secretive and so hard to officiate it and announce it. I don't understand.
Bran is a nice but annoying dude. I've heard of him since I was in form 1, I think, from Sze Yie. Yes, that's my girl, Sze Yie ;) I've heard a lot about him and I always thought that Sze Yie has a thing for him by the way she talked about him. But the story was actually the other way round. No, it's not the other way round. There's another way to another round. I don't know. Dafuq?
Turns out that Bran likes tits, sorry, I mean Kit. Yee Kit! I first met him when Sze Yie, Kit and me had a hangout..oh! When I had my first Sushi. At the end of the day Bran suddenly showed up.
You know how we always have first impression of the person we newly met like how Suraj had? Yeah, my first impression of Bran was baaad,
very baaaaad. He is obnoxiously honest. OBNOXIOUSLY HONEST. I am honest, too, but I've never had anyone as honest as I am in my life. Or at least anyone who's been ever so completely honest with me. hahaha, he probably doesn't remember whatever he said that gave me a bad impression of him, but who cares now.
Things changed. I gotta accept him as my friend's new boyfriend.
It is always important for me to get to know all my best friend's boyfriends. VERY important indeed. Yee Kit did try to make me like him so I can accept Bran, so we started a
Facebook conversation among the three of us. It was more like
Yee Kit to Bran talk, and
Me to Yee Kit talk. There was hardly
Qai to Bran talk. LOL! It didn't work at first. But we met again when Yee Kit planned an outing, oh oh, when I went and watch Avengers! yay! Yeah, with Kit, him and other friends. Yes, that whole outing changed the whole perception I had for him. He's nice, actually.
Not sure if he's really nice, or he's just trying to be nice because Kit told him I didn't like him. Whatever it is, he's a really sweet guy. He takes good care of Kit and Kit is so lucky to have him :')
DAMMIT! All my friends are daaaaaaaaamn lucky to get good guys T_T
I like making new friends and I like the fact that I've actually come out of that little box of mine that I've been caging myself in, and actually started to go out and have some more friends. Talking to boys is always the hardest thing for me. I've always been in a girls school, never went for tuition, so socializing is a complete no-no. I always thought I had to wait till college life to get all that. Who knew life would be this interesting in 2012? It's unexpected.
So, thank you people for appearing in my life. I'm pretty sure most of you are just passers-by in my life. But hey, YOLO (you only live once)! don't hold on too much. Just keep going. You might miss out the diamonds while you're busy collecting stones. I'm trying my best to enjoy the little things I have while I can, before they all go away like everyone else did.
